At last this year is also over…. Well almost over would be the best term. Just a few hours to go and we will enter in a new year of our life amd i know, Everyone had their fair shares of memories and mistakes with themselves to take it to 2019.
And with me, the mistakes out weights everything. But i know this somewhere inside me that this year had taught me well that Whom to trust and on whom i can believe to fall back onto. This year was over the top emotional for me. This year taught me a few subjects of academic as well…😅😅. And then there are so many people that i am glad i met. I hope the next coming year will be a little bit better than this but we all know…. We knew nothing what the future have in store for us.
WISHING EVERYONE A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR AND A YEAR OF JOY AND LEARNING WE LEFT BEHIND.
It is my first blog and i really do not know what to and what not to write here. But if there is someone out reading my blog (which i hardy believe), i apologize in advance if something offends you but i am not writing this to get anything out of it and certainly belives that i am invisible here..!
I am VERY happy that at last after all these procastinating i have been doing the whole week, i actually moved up my ass to make a blog here. I am being a little bit proud of me here. It is not every day i take my foot out in this digital world. I don’t even know what is the importance of this blog that i am writing in. But i guess i will get to know once i start doing this on a regular basis.
So this is my VERY FIRST BLOG ever so let me start with introducing myself. I am not so comfortable to say my real name but i will go with the UNSOCIAL BUTTERFLY…
There are things that i am afraid of, the things i face every single damn day. Afraid of things that are probably a regular for me, but still my heart beats in my ears if they happen. I am not really in a college but am taking a year off from college so what i do right know is, I take demonstrating classes of many subjects to really clear up my mind about where i want to stand in my life. Which way i should go in my career. I know it is dumb but for me it is a really great stress as i live in a well conservative Country and none the less a very more conservative family. At my home, nobody knows that i am dropping college for a year, (they think i am taking classes and to be honest i am really taking classes but of different subjects per month), and i feel like a asshole about it and trust me i really feel the greenish guilt covering me when at the end of the day my mom asks my “How my day was at college?”.
I know i am horrible but i really need to know if i want what i am taking cause i am going to have to place my career on the base and i need my base to be strong and steady and as well as entraining and fun. I want the enthusiasm to reek from my very core. So for that i am doing it.
And here we comes to the present, well for a whole week my classes has been suspended and i feel bored to the bone. So it is not much from the last seven days.
I guess that is enough for my first blog, i will save something for later…..!